Interjection.

It's been so long since I've updated this blog. For the last couple of days, I've been rereading these entries and memories flood back. The feeling of old memories being dusted off and reread is surprising. Memories that were once faded and thrown into the forgotten libraries in my mind felt fresh and vivid, like I've never forgotten them in the first place. I think that's what I like about blogging; it's a window to the past. The window might have been forgotten with coats of dust and spiders for companionship, but one day, it can can be opened and a rush of fresh air will come billowing in and stir up new feelings and emotions. That's how it felt reading some of these old entries.

I looked back at these entries, and there was so much that I wanted to write down, so much material that needed to be said, but for some reason or another, I didn't write. Perhaps I didn't have time, or I was simple too lazy to update, but this always seems to happen with these blogs of mine. I also love the freedom when it comes to it, I suppose. I don't have anyone following my blogs, so I don't have to worry about disappointing people. Therefore when I write, I write because I truly have something important to say and I actually want to write it down. My last post was nearly two years ago. A lot of stuff has happened. I've loved and lost, went through two more years of school, found a new group of friends.. so many things that are lost to this blog. As far as this blog knows, I am still 19 years old.

Well, I'm gonna write another entry right after this one. I just wanted to write this one down as an interjection between my 19 year old self, and my almost-21 self. I have to say goodbye to the past, but I'll never forget it.

For her.

You're emotionally unstable.
He's emotionally unavailable.
You say he's supportive and loving.
In reality, he hasn't done anything for you.

Are you blind?